Sunday, August 24, 2008

A few realisations!!!

there's a kind of a guilty feeling inside me since I wrote my last blog.....
something that i dont like about it....
What i have been thinking is that i shouldn't have written those horrible things about him...and I also kinda feel sorry for him when i hear other people saying bad stuff about him....
I feel its not his fault what he does....
I dont know.... I feel that i am on the way of becoming a good girl...and i have realised that u get nothing by holding grudges against other people ....
its not really difficult to forgive him and the good part is that he doesnt bother me anymore....whatever he does now just appears foolish and not irritating anymore...

there are things that i have been realising for some days and my head seems to be overloaded...
we get so easily bothered by little things....things like abuses and back-biting and sometimes guilty feelings that dont leave us very easily....
but what i have learnt and all of us should learn is to forgive-us and others ...
come on....everybody makes mistakes sometime or the other.....and after all,its totally human....

there is no point in punishing yourself or anybody else in that matter, it gives only temporary satisfaction....
there was this wonderful quote i read somewhere..."the best punishment u can give ur enemy is to forgive him" and i now realise its so true....

I think the best way to be popular and be loved is to be kind, loving and innocent...
these powerful positive feelings attract everybody and u are like a magnet attracting ppl all around you...

Try helping , forgiving ar being nice to someone for a day and experience the peace of mind i am in these days....
and its actually wonderful.....
and the easy part about it is that its actually easy....

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

THAT GUY WHO IRRITATES!!!!!!!

Its been a long time since I last wrote a blog........But today the temptation to write was irresistible....
This blog i dedicate to a weird boy who can be merely recognised by the discription i give of him in this blog....
This guy is famous with many names like papa, uncle, PK and brandy....
He is , as ppl say and as i think too, pretty intelligent and hard-working....
But when one is so skillful, he must learn to be humble....
You might just say that I am jealous or something but that is what i used to think earlier that i think that way just because i am jealous ....
But after pondering over the matter, what i have realised is that i am not jealous and certainly not of him.....
i mean how wud u feel when a guy keeps giving u smug looks all the time and in the tution....keeps looking at u and keeps laughing....
and would appear to be highly proud...
is always in the midst of a stupid gang of guys.....
who all keep laughing at you and are proud of the fact that they are his best friends....
and always makes you think that he wants to appear superior to you....
keeps shouting answers in the class and u never get a chance to give them however hard u try.....
its not that i mind the fact that he gives answers but i do mind that after he gives them, he looks at me to see if i had the answer or not....
I dont mind if he scores in the tests, its his problem....but i do have a problem if he asks his friends to go and see my marks and compare....
I mean i never harmed him or abused him, whats wrong with him.....what problem does he have with me.....
huh, I swear, next time he laughs at me, i m gonna STRANGLE HIM TO DEATH.....