Monday, October 31, 2011

Words unsaid..


I wish life could be lived like a movie. The part I like the most about movies is the monologue. Its so wonderful, something like telling people exactly how you feel even while you walk down the road in silence. Being a great cinema fan, I have watched many movies. Too many of them and so many, in fact, that whenever I walk down the road, I walk each step, putting my every silent emotion into words. What makes me sad, happy, and silent when I should be speaking or talk when being quiet is the right thing to do.
The road is a strange place and full of things one can be so sad or happy about. It gives a person so much to contemplate. Anybody who walks alone, knows what I am talking about. When you walk down the road, there are a million things that can make you wonder. A random thing, so trivial in nature, and yet so profound somehow, that a mile or two will be lost as you explore the depths of your mind’s chosen spot. Its so wonderful to think, to smile and to frown to yourself and not worry about the fact that someone is listening.
Although, there are other times, when you want to be heard. You wish there was someone you could speak your heart out to. Someone who’d finally know who you are and what its like being you. Because its when you are walking alone, thinking back and wondering all the things you could have said and done, or may be just contemplating on the road, that you are actually yourself. No pretense, because amongst strangers, you could be anybody and they wouldn’t care. Its at these times that I wish that my life could be like a movie, and there was an audience listening to my silent soliloquy…
All the things I left unsaid, a part of me that nobody knows... And probably, just like at these times the audience falls in love with the protagonist, a few people might fall in love with me all over again…